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I Remembered
Sapphire
I Remembered Living In Complete Joy, Peace, Unconditional Love, Long Before Being Placed Into A Physical Body On Earth In 1958!
I Hovered In And Out of My Mother's Womb, For No One Wants To Be Placed Within Complete Darkness For Nine Months, Even Though At Times You Wanted To Experience It, But Even Then The Sounds Were Muffled As They Are When You Are Immersed In Water! You Felt Every Fear Thought And Anxiety Your Mother Felt! It Was Quite Unnerving To Say The Least, And Very Crammed And Uncomfortable! It Was Like Being Stuffed Into A Dark Water Filled Trunk of A Car, Not Knowing Where The Driver Was Taking You!
I Hovered Over My Soon To Be Earth Family And Followed Them Around Wherever They Went! I Witnessed Their Joys And Sorrows, Their Pain And Anguish, And Thought If They Only Knew That They Are So Much More Than A Physical Body! If They Only Knew They Had The Power Within Them To Create A Life of Happiness And Contentment! If They Only Knew That They Are Living In An Illusion of Lies That Is Pre-Programmed Within Their Minds! If They Only Knew The Small Group of People Who Sat Around A Huge Board Room Meeting Making Up Every War, Unrest, Depression, Famine, Inflationary Rates, Who Fabricated The Religious Sectors, The Educational Systems, The Stock Market, Bonds, Gold, Silver, Currency, ALL of It! Who Poisoned The Foods, Air And Water! Who Took The Rights From Many For Their Own Selfish Gain! Who Took Away The Wisdom And Intelligence Everyone Had In Them Naturally, By Inventing Television, Movies, Science Fiction, Media, Vaccinations, Pharmaceutical Drugs, To Project Their So Called "Normality!" To Dictate To Us What We Should Believe To Be True Or False! To Shoot And Kill Anyone Who Broke Free From The Status Quo ~ Who Tried To Tell Others, There Was Another Way To Think And Be! To Keep People Locked In Fear! God Forbid If They Were Happy, And Viewed Life To Be Anything Other Than Hell! They Must Be On Something, They Need Psychological Attention Through A Psychiatrist! Medicate Them! They Are Very Wrong!
I Was Appalled At How Deep The Lies Had Gone And How Long It Had Been Going On, Since The Fall of Atlantis! I Wondered Why This Was Allowed To Continue For Centuries! I Was Told That Each Soul Chose To Be On Earth And Experience A Disconnection From God! They Chose To Live In A World That Was Dominated By The Devil Himself, In Order To Come Back To God And Experience ONENESS Within ENLIGHTENMENT! I Was Told Each Soul Had A Different Reason For Incarnating Onto Earth And Many Like Myself, Were Starseeded In, To Be A Harbringer of Truth, Love & Light! To Help Transform Others So That They May Ascend Into A Multi-Dimensional World, And Finally Move Off The Karmic Wheel of Life And Death!
I Was Wise, Free, Happy, And Unafraid, I Was In A State of Sheer Bliss, Once My Soul Was Placed Into My Physical Body Upon Birth! I Retained The Knowledge of Living Many, Many Past Lives On Earth And On Sirius B!
I Came Through As Many Different People, With An Adult Mindset, Experiencing Many Different Lives, Simultaneously, But Had No One To Share My Thoughts With! For My Own Mother Was An RN In A Psychiatric Hospital, She Was The Very Last Person I Could Share My Inner Most Feelings With! I Realized This Truth At Birth, To NOT Talk To Her, Ever, About Any of This, For Even As Early As 2, Once I Began Speaking, I Had Out Loud Conversations With My Guides, And Was Told Even Then, By My Own Mother, I Would Be Put In A Straight Jacket, If I Kept That Up! So That Stopped Immediately, But I Could Still Hear Their Voices Talking To Me, But Found Myself Pulling Away From My Family, For My So Called Imaginary Friends Were My True Soul Family, The Only Ones I Felt A Loving Strong Connection With, Who Completely Knew Me For Who I Really Was! Besides, My Father Was Way Too Busy Arguing With My Mother About Everything Under The Sun, On A Daily Basis! My Two Brothers And Two Sisters, Were Becoming Shy And Withdrawn As Well, For When You Argue In Front of Your Children ~ You Change Who They Truly Are! My Pulling Away, Was Saving My Soul From Undue Torture of The Pain And Anguish They Projected Outwardly To Everyone Else! I Was An Empath, I Had To Avoid Them Like The Plague, For They Were Contaminating My Auric Energy Field! I Was of Pure Mind And I Wanted To Stay That Way!
I Was Literally, Saint Like, With My Thought Processes! I Was Very Kind, Generous, Accepting, Tolerant, Compassionate And Very Understanding of Others! I Would Never Belittle Anyone, Or Tell Them They Were Less, Than What They Truly Were! But, What Did I Get In Return? People Felt They Did Not Deserve To Be Around Someone Like Me! Afterall, They Were Living In Their Makeshift Hell And I Was Offering An "Angelic/Godly" Point of View, That Was Not Blasphemous, Intolerant, And Unacceptable! They Seriously Thought They Deserved To Be Treated Like Dirt! Afterall, They Thought We Were ALL Born Sinners! So Why Was I Being So Nice! Then Came The "Oh, Well You Are TOO Nice!" I Thought How Can You Be Too Nice, What??!! That Made Absolutely No Sense To Me!!! Then Came The Drama, The Disrespect, The Bad Mouthing, The Abuse, Physical And Verbal! After All Who Was I To Project Such A "Saintly" Disposition! I Must Be Wrong! I Must Be Stopped! I Must Be Crazy! No Matter How Much They Yelled, No Matter How Much I Was Pushed Around, No Matter How Much I Was Ridiculed, I STILL Kept My Composure And Allowed NO ONE To MENTALLY Get To Me! I Was Like Teflon, Everything Just Slid Right Off of Me, Into Oblivion! I Took On The Jesus Statement of "Forgive Them Father, For They Know Not What They Do!" I Prayed Every Night For World Peace! I Prayed For Everyone's Soul To Be Saved! I Prayed For The Abuse To Stop! I Prayed For Others To Wake Up To The Truth of Who They Really Were!
So I Grew Up Shy, Quiet And Withdrawn, For I Did Not Fit In On Planet Earth! I Had Trouble Relating To Earth People! I Did Not Partake In Their Lies, Manipulations, Critical Thinking, And Rude Comments! I Never Understood The Point of All That! Didn't They Know They Were Only Insulting Themselves, No One Else! Didn't They Realize Cause And Effect, That What You Say And Do To Others, Will Eventually Be Done To Them! Didn't They Know, You Really Did NOT Have To Become Old And Die! Didn't They Know You Could Stop The Aging Process! Didn't They Know Their Thoughts Created Their Futures! No One Understood What I Knew To Be True, So I Was Labeled "Strange" "Weird" By Them, "Different!" Even "Crazy!"
But I Did Not Care What They Thought, For I Knew, Eventually They Would End Up Knowing What I Knew! I Waited For What Seemed Like An Eternity, For Someone, Anyone, To Acknowledge The True Reality, And Pretty Much Gave Up Hope! But, Finally, Slowly Since 1987, People Were Becoming More Spiritual, Than Religious! Wow!!! It Was Great! But They Were Still Not Quite There!
Now People Are Understanding The False Fakeness of What They Call Love And Religion! Now They Are Acknowledging Extraterrestrials! I Knew They Were Always Up There Since The 1940's, I Knew The Stars Were Ships And Planets! I Was Into Astrology At Age 5! The Happiest Moment Was Knowing Earth People Knew of Other Planets, But I Was Still Frustrated They Did Not Acknowledge Life On Them!!! At Age 7 With The First Apollo Moon Mission, I Knew The Scenes of The Astronauts On The Moon Was Done On A Fake Hollywood Movie Set! It Never Happened And How Many Adults Fell For It! I Thought Are You Kidding Me, You Are Parents And Teachers, You Are Teaching Unawakened Children These Lies, What Is Wrong With You, You Are So Brainwashed!
I Was So Frustrated As A Child, For I Knew Then There Was No Hope of A Great Awakening For A Long Time To Come! So I Had To Go Through The Charades of Dumbing Myself Down To Their Level Just To Fit In! So I Could Stop Being Labeled "Weird!" It Was A Very Sad Time, But No Matter What, I Kept A Spark of Enthusiasm That It Will ALL Come Together One Day, And My Quest Will Not Have Been Done In Vain!
Years Went By, And Then One Day, I Was Directed By Spirit To Create An Account On Facebook! But, It Was Only On Facebook In 2009, That I Connected With People Who Knew, What I Knew! It Was The Most Happiest Day of My Entire Life!!!! WOW!!! Are You Kidding Me!!!! You Know This Stuff Too!!! OMG!!! Words Cannot Describe The Elation I Felt! I Seriously Was Beginning To Think, There Was No One Earth Like Me! But Now, I Realize There Are Millions Like Me, And More Opening Up To The Truth Everyday!!! It Felt Too Good To Be True For Awhile, But Now It Has Truly Sunk In, I Am Not Alone With My Thoughts And Feelings Anymore! I Still Have 3D Unawakened Family And Friends That I Am Bored With, But I Keep Hoping One Day That Will Change! I Still Have Hope! I Am Wondering What It Will Take To Convince Them, And How Much Longer They Need To Wake Up! But No Matter What, I Have My Dignity Back! My Sense of Self Worth! My Calm, Blissful, Compassionate, Understanding, Loving, Peaceful State of Mind, That Never Left, But Was Forced To Remain On The Back Burner, In The Dark! For Now I Could Be Who I Truly Am, Maybe Not 100% In 3D As Yet, But At Least I Am Half Way There!!!
Everyday We Are Getting Closer To The Truth! Everyday Something Brand New Transpires To Unlock The Lies! It Is An Amazing, Glorious Time To Be Living On Planet Earth! We ARE Almost There! Soon The Lies Will Be Exposed! Soon The Truth Will Prevail! Soon People Will Feel And Know What I Know!!!! YES!!!!! What A Fantastic Feeling That Is!!!!!
So It Is With All of You, That I Am Deeply Thankful For! ; )))) It Is You, Awakened Starseeds, I Am In Gratitude For!!
I Embrace You Within Blessings of Love & Light ~ Now And Forever!
Sapphire Stone
© January 2011 Sapphire Stone - All Rights Reserved
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